presenting my most unique gift of the year :)

D.T made this and i'm really impressed. Probably easy peasy for D&T student but I've not received many handmade gifts this year (yes britch i rem yr photo album and hmm lynn's betty crocker brownies kinda qualify?).

being a christmas card factory kinda drove me mad. production has ceased.

I've always been a person who relates better one to one vs group. Well this doesn't hold when I'm with my finance group, ex colleagues or my last poly project group (which has not made up for a long time due to very complicating reasons). Even with ex colleagues, there will be a period i find myself getting real quiet but so far everyone made it a point to engage each other.

Deep down i yearn for a group of secondary school friends that we can meet up and reminisce the good old days. I yearn for a consistent group of polymates who can meet up every now and then? But things get tougher after everyone graduated from Club 21. Things get even tougher when you are sandwiched between your guy friend who is a ex bf of yr close gf and another friend who prefers not to meet one to one so as to give his new found love more security. no more group outing lor?

to sum it all up, the reason why my affinity with a group is so near yet so far is bcos i think i dun really fancy one? Along the years, it has somehow become a part of me. Don't get me wrong, but i sure do appreciate my group of friends who make an effort to meet :) It's just that i find myself preferring to just hang out with a close friend or two. Group decisions are tough i feel.

So that's probably how i overeat n get really poor.

The other thing tt's bugging me is choosing to be responsive or indifferent. Even the selection of being responsive takes on being patient or pissed. Have u ever felt tt in your silly attempt to make things better, it kinda frustrates the "natural order" of things? That means people get upset. It is as if you suddenly introduce colors into their black and white lives. Though colors are beautiful but within tt time frame, it is invading to the black and white they are comfortable with.