Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 12:58 AM
clash of contents.
i'm indeed blessed to have attended the Global Day of Prayer.
true enough i was still procrastinating to go but i'm glad i went despite having a headache tt appeared out of the blue! i'm sure im not pmsy but large droplets of tears streamed down my cheeks in the midst of worship and prayer. i guess i wasn't alone :) all along i never questioned why i would weep under such conditions but i think got the ans now besides knowing that the presence of the Lord is there..
one of my sunday school kids bing xuan told kimlian tt he feell like crying whenever he hears a particular song. KL told him: " Tt's becos God wants to talk to u." Well it is an unique experience and it's difficult for people to comprehend unless they experience it.
I think it's time for me to get out of the shell and start living like a 21+ (okie 22 soon). Time to move on and stop avoiding responsibilities.
*digress
i think i should get a trophy for scaring people away with my hot-cold attitude. I think close friends do try to understand or close 1 eye. I refrain from blowing hot cold attitude to friends who understand. It's difficult to walk the talk. Much as i dislike some friends to go overboard on certain issues, many times my sarcasm spares no mercy to people. I make a lot of personal attacks to people's bad dress sense and facial complexion. I guess when friends tease me, they go along with the harmless intention of generating humor. A list of common things people like to talk abt me :
MY HAIR ( range from color to thickness)
MY funny expression (okie this 1 is funny)
MY EYES (always rolling)
MY skinny legs and ankles
But sometimes it's just not funny when the joke is way past its expiry date.
Some guys jus want gals to go all whiny so they can pacify them. Sometimes i'm whiny (to really close frens), sometimes i laugh along when people tease me, sometimes i ignore it, sometimes i get upset/annoyed and sometimes real dead pissed.
NOW i prob know why my classmate in sec sch got pissed when i called her felicia chee siew mai but when another gal called her felicia chee chiong fun she laughed along. Can't quite explain it i think u can get the drift of it. Women are temperamental creatures.
ahhh let me know if i happen to say the wrong thing to u and of cos it works for me too! sometimes i wish im much nicer, maybe like barbie....
