Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 12:56 AM
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she tried to slp her sorrows away. she hid under the blanket to mask her swollen eyes and the sound of her sobbing.
aren't mums suppose to be best frens? aren't best friends hear each other complaints, aren't best friends suppose to be there for each other....?
clearly today is not the day.
she used to think lighting up a cigarette to destress is silly, but today she entertain that thought.
she never understood why people slash their wrists to ease the hurt, but today she entertain that thought.
she sees and feels the pain and the frustrations they faced, but they don't see hers. all they see is a young adult who is into self indulges and gratifies her pleasure at their expense.
some friends would casually say "You can alwaes tell me, you can alwaes share with me". Crossing the line of saying nothing at all and saying too much.
She don't need solutions. She jus want someone to understand. Is that an arduous task?
Hi can i have an upsized emotions surged and magnified pls?
* the above does not constitute to real actions being taken, i clearly noe wad are the voices that i need to silence. gimme some credit that i wont commit suicide.. im too chicken for it"
