Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 1:58 AM
i'm feelin crappy.. not tt kinda yadayada crap but lousy crap.
almost to the point of being annoyed by shawn's perpetual teasing and i think he was a lil scared. anyway as part of the usual practise, he treated me cakes after all the verbal abuse.
fatigue yes. felt a lil breatheless today as well.
baked brownies and can u believe it? im upset cos it's less moist than my other brownies. i think i should get a bf tt says "NICE, V NICE" to anything and everything i make.
i think the psychology test i took on my way to orchard today isnt accurate.. haha im a pessimistic la.
when i was 18, with my golden monkey hair color ( excuse moi, it was honey blonde) i was emotionally involved with a girl. though i thought i have bade farewell to GGR, though i said i wouldnt allow a relationship to jeopardize our friendship... feelings developed over time.
the kinda situation tt you know wad you should do but...
spoke to wei abt this and she asked me.. who do you love more? and alot of other things tt i couldn't rem.
fastforward.. we r both 21. she broke up from a 2 yrs + relationship with someone she dated from her church not long ago and she's now with my stc junior. i understood why she said she needed to talk to me.. i knew something wasnt right when i saw them together..
i think her ass ex got a new girl pretty fast.
what is christianity to us these days....?
the song you taught me while tanning..
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father You are King over the flood...
I will be still, know You are God
