Sunday, November 12, 2006 @ 3:19 AM
not exactly my tuition kid, but this girl from my tuition center said i have beautiful eyes.
-giggles- seriously when she said tt i was thinkin of my da xiao yan. it reminded me that it was still right that i paid a hefty amount for my facial.
my emotions have pretty much settled down. losing $20 was the triggering point tt made me pissed and yeah not to mention that im disappointed in zillions of things that i have no control over.
no doubt im on the verge of experiencing another depression (which happens like pretty often?), i will not let it get me down. yes im disappointed, im angry ( very very very angry) and i almost wanted to give up but who am i to demand instanteous results at my beck and call.
anyway there's a chinese saying... ren sheng ru xi, xi ru ren sheng?
what kinda movie will you be if u r a movie?
mine probably is one that depicts deja vu, karma, reincarnation sort. similar things repeat itself like a cycle in diff phrases of my life except that the actors are different. sometimes i caneven tell the ending without waiting for it to happen. -yawn-
are you one that is spoilt, somewhat like a paused mode and refusing to move on?
You know it is still a trend to commit kamikaze even in the modern city like ours. everyday people die for love.
some people are like cars travelling on the opposite direction of the road. Several warnings prompt them of danger, but they still insisted on driving. be prepared to face the music of clanking metals and broken hearts.
those deflected convincing comfort words of yours grieve me. ...
