Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 8:46 PM
im feeling drained emotionally and physically. im upset with myself, my limitations.
so what that im a biz student who has delivered countless presentations.. im still afraid of facing the crowd..it is different from tutorial where i only need to look at the class of maxi 20 familiar faces.
SHRUGS
knowing that God always chooses the most unlikely people doesnt seems to help now. i still feel lousy, really lousy. i feel like i made a mess.
no.. i really did not think that im overloaded.. or maybe i should start think that im carrying a weight more than i can bear and i shouldnt have volunteered to underetake so many things. sigh.
fear & disappointment overwhelm me to the point that my eyes simply wanna hide beneath my eyelids.
