1o. Tsukihana

Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 7:58 PM

im standing up as i'm typing the entry of the day~ desperate measures women use to maintain or lose weight.

today over @ kaleo we talked abt God's goodness and sovereignty and acheh or ashay?(sp) gave us 2 points that depicted God's goodness.

acceptance in the community of believers
marriage

marriage? hmm the reality of tt hasnt really sinked into my head yet so im not gonna talk abt it. i believe im still quite safe from that annoying question (when are u goin to get married?) you see, im not goin to get married. im goin to the sperm bank and ask for ang mo/ eurasian sperms and trace the donors' family history before going for artificial insemination and have a test tube baby. of cos all the above is rubbish and im not gonna do that cos i want to fall in love,i wanna wear the wedding gown and say i do to a man not a sperm bank.

i rem i said true love is worth waiting for abt a year back as i was strolling along eastcoast beach.

indeed good things are worth waiting for. he quoted from grapes to wine, a mother waiting for 9 mths to deliver a child. how apt? and so many times in life we told people tt we have met "the one" and it turns out to many the ones after the one. im guilty of saying i havent met the "right one".. but so wad when the right one appears? wad makes me think that the right one who lives up to all my expectations would accept someone like me? well obviously this could be argued that the right one would naturally accept u cos he's the right one. It's not abt meeting the right one but being the right one? didnt take down any notes while he talked so everything is based on moi memory :P

she did believe that a fairytale ending would be spun out. if only they had delayed gratification and not hitched a ride on the hollywood romance express train.

*if only we know everything we might as well go set up a fortune teller/crystal ball booth in pasar malam. tsk

if is over rated for self comfort. anyway digression aside.

it is time to go on sabbatical leave from datings and relationships blahblah for one year.

i know im gonna be super challenged. yeah prob trucks of cute handsome intelligent and tall guys are gonna appear like rashes after eating prawns ermm well i mean appear like mushrooms after the rain (:of cos irritating ones never failed to make their presence felt.

Song of Solomon 2:7, Song of Solomon 3:5, Song of Solomon 8:4 :

Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you by the gazelles and by the does of the field: Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires.

at the point that i have finished typing this illogical yet logical entry.. my butt has already rested comfortably on my chair.