Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @ 5:44 PM
i'm home from church camp.
i brought my camera along but haha i've only taken 2 pics? the action packed moments will be posted when i receive the pics!
i didnt put on weight though i gorged down big servings of food. those secret taichi squating ( za ma pu) and jumping in my room exercises are certainly helpful.
did have a great nite watching the younger youth dancing ddr and playing those silly animal games with them
be it pockets of solitude i had when i was all alone in my room or the allocated time slot specially planned for solitude.. i did some major reflection.
i am difficult to love and i find it difficult to love.
well up to u to interpret wad love means, agape or that warm fuzzy love.
familiar verses
1cor 13:4-8
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.
yeap i've said countless times i love u to my frens, said it in all my relatiosnhips, said it to my parents when i was a little girl and have sung a million times i love u Lord..
but i still can't grasped the idea of LOVE. ( not that league of villanious entities i mentioned few butt chick entries ago)
i'm so difficult to love yet my parents love me unconditionally and provided their best. how much more You love me that you are willing to be nailed onto that cross.
i still cant comprehend.
feeling like an absolute hypocrite when i sing I love u Lord, i choose not to sing until i mean it
teach me to love?
