Thursday, June 15, 2006 @ 11:29 PM
great.
nothing came out after i clicked publish post.
june 14th.
it's not the 1st, not the 2nd, but the 3rd someone wanted to check my IC to verify if im 18.
you know the trend of passing of? when you are underaged and wants to hit a club badly, you try to pass it off by putting on thicked make up. when you are over the age of 20, you try to slow things down a little... eye gel, cream to get rid of fine lines and you become SPF conscious.
i should be on 7th heaven isnt it since i look youthful? well it can be pretty frustrating if u didnt carry your IC along.
i rem watching this chinese kung fu show that has a scene whereby the kungfu master turning into a kid and becomes youthful all over again. it is a breakthrough. an enlightenment.
maybe im experiencing it.
is that term known as huan lao wan tong? wadever la.
june 15
here comes the explosive entry
i feel like a full time health attendant + maid. seriously. really.
yes i do enjoy the bonding session with dad and i do enjoy making my house a cleaner and better place to live in, to live up to my dad's motto " a house must look like a house", massaging my mum and going out with my frens.
but i feel burnt out. overstretched.
i havent been really productive with my SAT. i havent had the chance to unwind; to sit down at some cafe and read a book.
i feel like a machine whose fuses are slowly burning out.
:(
on top of tt.. when mummy complains,i jus wanna die. butt chick livin on us and not helping out on household chores. thinks shes a butt chick from chicken cuckoo kingdom. BIG SIGH. she doesnt wash my mug after using, she doesnt wash the knife after spreading nutella on her bread and all she does is to use things n not clean them. maybe it's the chicken shedding feathers season and she's afraid the detergent might burn her raw skin.
chickens. i want to pull yr hair.
it's so tiring to be extra niceeeeee can? nobody appreciates anyway/
