Sunday, March 19, 2006 @ 11:10 PM
i think i had this thought growing in my head since mid week but it kinda got buried when other tangible things screamed for my attention.
that thought came back when i read something meilan wrote to my manager tiang keng abt God only writes the best stories. the gist is abt God is the author of life, He is in control. Since he only pen down the best stories, He definitely has excellent plans for her even when this current chapter of her life ends.
i think if each one of us who personally has encounter God, taste His goodness were to pen down our journey .. tadah we have our own book BUT it would be incomplete compared with the original one from the best author (God).
Imagine in heaven's library.. there are many thicked books abt all of us ( tt includes u n me :) ) .. each book records all the moments we personally experienced.. some ups and some down and how He is faithful and sees us thru each of them.
im not writing the above bcos im feelin spirtually high.. the fact is im not. i've been feelin both spiritually and emotionally low. i have my fears that one day i might give up God when He has more right to give up on me. trials in life either makes u ( yr faith) stronger or weaker..
im so afraid in my moments of foolishness.. i would do something stupid. 12(A)Fight the good fight of (B)faith; (C)take hold of the eternal life (D)to which you were called, and you made the good (E)confession in the presence of (F)many witnesses. let's cont to press on :)
