Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 1:20 AM
it's really awful to be sick during the festive season.. to make it worst.. i'm down with slight cramps. well i thank God nothing serious happened..
i yearn for those breaks i had during school days... i could declare anyday as a holiday. i wanna go on a beach escapade again! many people commented i lost weight and one of them even asked me if i took extrim.
granny thinks im too skinny and commented tt i should gain some weight. i gave mum my stupid face when she told me tt.. she was the one who said i was fat when i was in sec 1.
i think im getting alittle too obsessive with my weight. it kinda thrilled me to see the digital figures flashed on my weighing scale going downwards. from 51, 50, 49, 48,47... around there now. i'm not anorexic or anything and my disgusting tummy is still there so im not exactly tt thin!
you know.. the sparkle that was once in mummy's eyes is now teary and filled with fatigue. Suddenly mum seems to have aged so much and i rem i used to tell her eyeballs look crunchy. (ops sorry young and innocent).In a certain sense, it is quite true that i have been drawing youth from her.
right at this hour.. she's labouring to help me with tml's preparation and here i am blogging. tsktsk.
mum definitely fits the role for me to write abt the person i admire and respect the most on earth.
