Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 8:48 PM
i prayed to let go of this feeling..prayed that God would allow me to be more understanding...
Im not angry but i'm utterly disappointed that tears were swelling up both my eyes instantaneously and the muscles on my face went from a smiling position to all the way down.. when i saw that whatever reply.
i won't deny that anger was ragin in me and i felt that i dun deserve that kinda attitude when i jus smsing u the way i always do. I dun even have the chance to probe what happened and i get slammed by such cold hurting remarks.
know the singer 50 cents who sang In da Club? someone commented that he's not even worth US 50 cents.. maybe 5 peso? i dun think im worth less than 2 bucks in God's eyes or any of my friends' but that moment.. just that moment.. it seems like.
i shouldn't expect anything at all right? I have no right to anyway..
