Monday, November 28, 2005 @ 10:50 PM
just like a cockroach...
i'm like a cockroach. my senses react faster than my brain. it's true!
a cockroach's eyes scan around for moving objects and it's feelers /antennae wave in the air to detect any vibrations. the cockroach flees the moment anything is detected and the retarded brain is still wondering wad is happening, why is it running away and where is it running to.
i think i have gotten myself into quite an embarrassing situation. i'm attending an officers' ball with somebody i've barely talked to.
yes i did daydream abt attending one but my potential partner is within certain boundaries like hmm poly/pri sch/ ( sec sch not mention cos there are not guys in my sec sch, hehe okie tt's lame)
it is as if we are taking some major crash course to get to know each other better to avoid a totally awkward situation on the 10th. The feeling is totally WEIRD! it is equivalent to talking/sharing with a cyber pal except that we know each other by name and yeah we see each other almost every week?
eh another thing abt this situation being so similar to cyber pal is that hmm we might only be able to hold a "conversation" in that virtual sms world. When reality sets in.. we gonna be 2 mutes and argh i better not think abt it.. it's freaking me out.
trust me.. i really feel like downloadin a cockroach's pic and morph myself into it.
