Saturday, November 05, 2005 @ 11:49 PM
im not the sort that picks up my cell and sms im depressed and i need somebody to talk to.
no doubt i freely share what i feel and what i think... but it is different. from the time im depressed or bothered till the time time i said it. i might still be upset when i shared but the intensity of that feeling probably gone down quite alot when im sharing.
since i cant talk to anyone, i will talk to u bloggie.
- it is not that i look for signs that you are recovering or at least doing something that is more zeng qi. it is not that im looking out for high ROI ( return of investment) with all that time i have given.
- i think i said it before. i truly felt overloaded. im not a full time listener, not a full time temp tax officer, not a full time home maker but a full time multi-tasker. it's really discouraging to read mails that said im not able to do this cos of this this this. im not blaming anyone but is it really that difficult to contribute in one way or another?
do you think im really that free to run all those errands? why is it that friends disappear when you need them for help and they only come in during moment of fun and happiness?
that verse jus dun quite comfort me at this point all right.
