Saturday, September 24, 2005 @ 11:19 PM
To scrimp on 65 cents, she walked one bus stop to catch 156 at nygs. The first time she walked along this path despite taking buses there for 3 years�
That one bus stop distance was long� but it was worth it. She loves walking especially when she�s without high heels. The foreign yet fresh surroundings were distracting her away from the urge to find a toilet. She�s enjoying every minute of the walk and the breeze.
There�s so much on her mind.. so much�
She�s not afraid of letting people know what�s her thoughts.. she�s willing to expose her life.. she doesn�t bother what others think abt her.. well actually she does.
Her exuberance revived during the conversation and now she is pondering over what her friend said. Not many of us have the strength to console/encourage another, when he/she personally is also weighed down with problems.�
That�s statement hold some truth.. humans are probably to engross with their own emotions to care abt others. The hidden psychology of how am I going to help you when I can�t even fend for myself unveils.
And she is amazed with herself at times that even when she�s hurting so much within, she still managed to find strength to attempt to listen, to be there or to at least make people smile. No she�s not trying to make herself look nobel. That strength not from her own but His.. who else is capable of providing such strength? she promised to be there for her always. It�s the strength of God seeing them through.
Her thoughts ebb back to those who were there for her when she�s pouring out her sorrows to them, they probably might had problems too. Yet they gave her their precious time to let her rant and rave. Returning this blessing she had to others is the least she could do.
Even when plagued with problems.. we never know how we can be blessing to one another.
