Saturday, September 17, 2005 @ 1:16 PM
It's strange that I actually dreamt of you. I dreamt that we were out at a revamped city hall. Everywhere looks different� perhaps the dream was a glimpse of the future in 2015?
I told myself that I will not be deceived by the things you said and the things you do yet I�m affected by every sugar coated sms you sent. To be frank, i'm not melting away like hot butter and falling for you. It just provided me a chance to do some analysing and a good lunch time topic. Probably Satan is even working over time to get me to fall (not in love ) all over again.
i can even imagine
"uncle screwtape & wormwood" communicating in letters or maybe emails and sms to discuss abt their vicious plot to get me away from their Enemy (God) and win me over to their father below.
I�m currently out of reach and I contemplate if I should let you know once I got my new number. I originally intended to test your motives before switching lines if I see that you are up to no good but somehow things didn�t work as what I planned. I wonder, is it becos God already knew that I can no longer take such temptation that He fast forwarded everything.
On the other hand, every situation could be a chance to win people for Christ. It could have been a pretext to get me to be convinced that you a changed person but I want you to know Christ personally not as a religion but faith. Be it that you are sincere in coming to church, I pray that a mustard seed is sow in your heart. I do not dare to carry any hopes that i�ve the messiah�s ability to change you because only Christ is capable of that.
- I need supernatural strength from God to run this race-
Pepz: pray for me and my friend
