a concocted feelings
Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 12:26 AM
went SIM to meet britch and lulu. the negative feelins carried forward from yest's bs were still present.
the open house at SIM was totally disappointing. the worst open house ever.. no freebies, NOTHING at all! eh some coffee refills at the counter. i have never been to any open house.. yes including ngee ann's. the first time i saw np was the day i was told to hand in some application form during the enrolment exercise.
why the worst open house ever when i've never been to one? 3 yrs in np and i saw how sch of biz and other schs decorated the campus, blast music, shuttle bus, ambassors to guide students, lecturer, goodie bags, display of students' achivements. that's how school should be.. full of life! at SIM.. yawn you can hear the flies buzzing.
felt sick after lunch.. stomach churning non stop and i seriously felt SICK tt i think orchard is not my type anymore and i dun belong there.. i was imaginating that orchard = my stomach, and since i dun belong there anymore.. im abt to be vomitted out.
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evening. we had dinner as a family! all four present.. i'm comforted by the answered prayers.. probably God too sian to hear me whining over the same stuff again n again. okie i noe tt's not true..i'm jus talkin gibberish.
at last we talked n reconciled :) kor called his gf a hygiene freak ( she cleaned his room which included vacuuming + mopping, mopped our floor, washed my dad's ciggie toilet and our toilet).
found out that she's from chc.. but hmm not really that into la.. or else they wun even date? but i hope he will come to noe the Lord some day :)
