Wednesday, September 28, 2005 @ 12:15 AM
as if her tears weren't enough to stop him from scolding. he rattled on and on.
his parents shaked their head in dismay. when will he learn? maybe some time soon.. maybe never? is he destined to live a lonely life or is he structuring his own destiny to be lonesome?
i totally loathe the idea of contemporary love. this fabricated warm, lovely dovey image that the world sells to everyone.
conhabiting : a trial period to test if things work? learning to work with individuals' differences? or is it to satisfy each other's needs?
and so if things dun work out.. you heave a sign of relief and go phew thank goodness we din get married! and so if things work out.. you proceed to marriage and find marriage so mundane cos you already have a preview of it during the trial period?
it is equivalent to being allowed to taste the appetiser of a rich banquet and then denied the rest.
i'm disappointed with the examples of "love" i see everywhere. i really am.
I see people seeking relationship to feel complete but no human being can ever complete one another? Only God can. And whoever you are.. you are likely to attract somebody like u. desperados attract desperados and you get to see blood being sucked out of each other.
what do you have in you to offer to your other half? emptiness? godliness?
to you : i'm grieved by yr decision.. by reflex i'm so tempted to ignore you.. ignore you
