Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 11:06 PM
-tracing the missing time-
at times i wonder.. where on earth did my time slip away to? reading? watching tv? going out with friends? they certaintly form part of the missing time but the impact isn't that great compared to coming online.
once i'm connected to the virtual reality.. that's it.. i'm hooked. my eyes are fixed on that rectangular screen and my body is positioned to stay in that posture for at least quite some time. it's really frightening in one sense.. my mind, my body, my soul is drawn into this rectangular screen, connected to the virtual world.. the rest of the world fades into the background.
time slowly ticks away and fatigue is growing on me every moment. i can almost visualise myself.. my breath being sucked away, my strength depleting and my eyes losing its lustre... losing myself bit by bit to the virtual reality.
incase this entry sounds sucidal.. i'm saying this to clarify that it isn't pls.
quite a no. of frens been askin me that question.. yes THAT question. wanna guess wad it is?
well plans arent confirmed on the actual day. it's not like im expecting some secret ambush where frens give me a surprise bdae party.. seriously at the age of hmm approaching 20.. nothing really surprises you. yeah the only surprise would be in my imagination.. tons of them which prob eh wun come true for the time being..
and so 3rd sept is taken by bridget.
