Sunday, August 28, 2005 @ 3:12 PM
eh hot hot hot temperature out there.. i'm so glad to be home now.
i'm at a point in my life where i'm kinda aimless for almost everything. i wish my parents would kick my butt and ask me abt my uni plans. eversince pri 6, i've been making most major decisions by myself. things like my 6 sec sch choices, my 12 tertiary courses after Os so i guess this time round it wun be any much diff. i'm definitely thankful that i've the freedom to exercise decision making just that i need some pressure to give me moving.
spiritually.. i need to reflect BIG time.
decided to hail a cab and not take mrt, esp with one hand carrying cheesecake and the other the duty roster. ah yes not even to mention i'm still half asleep.
each time the road is empty and taxis are nowhere to be seen, i will pray God pls send me a taxi. today.. i heard myself saying.. God, besides answering my taxi prayer, do allow me to see that other prayers and that You are present and everywhere in my life. no prayer is too soft for Your ears O lord..
i want to pray pray n pray more and prayers in all circumstances not only when i'm desperately in need of help. hmm think the prayer i prayed while i was baking the cheesecake was pretty funny. yea i prayed it will be edible cos personally i'm disgusted with the baking process. cheese splattering when i was whipping it, crumbs of the biscuits and yea attack of the fat big ants.
my attitude towards many things sucks.. sucks like a vacuum cleaner.. and i'm ashamed to say it's the same towards God. i always give myself excuses.. tithes and offering is one of them. O i took cab for service today, so today i will skip offering. God,i'm a student (was)/i just started working and im savin for uni, God i always bake things for kaleo leh..they are expenses. it goes on n on God this God that.
wake up sharon.. wake up. dump your bad attitude.
