Thursday, August 04, 2005 @ 12:16 AM
apologised to fiona for being so direct to her :)
tiring day at work, kept entering the wrong password and i got locked out. totally handicapped and helpless!
did a weird thing.. eh not actually weird la.. i applied yoghurt onto my face ( plain natural w.o sugar), great stuff for facial. try it!
was reading daily bread b4 i get myself ready for work.
aug 3 .: we dun need you :.
the title din really catches my attention upon the first glance. my mind was preoccupied with finding something interesting to read.
read it again in the room and this time gave myself more time to think abt it. the more i ponder over the words written in daily bread and verses in the bible, i realised how bad shape im in. i'm guilty of rushing thru my Qt and having that gettin over and done with sydrome.
am i treating my Lord Jesus as some kinda bell boy? whom i seek his help only when im in deep shit and ignore/cant be bothered abt him when all things in life seems fine. Am i more tune towards to self- glorifying than christ-glorifying? i seemed to have my directions to the point that i dun wanna write my testimony.
Are we guilty of living as if we don't need God? We may know Him as our Savior but be worshiping the idol of our own wisdom or self-sufficiency. Could the Lord be saying of us, "They have gone far from Me"? (2:5).
i dun want to be like israel who forsakes God in Jeremiah 2.
