Sunday, July 24, 2005 @ 10:15 PM
i wonder if it is a phase we have to go through. I kinda feel like a sunday christian... i know somewhere in my walk has gone wrong and using work is a bad excuse.
i'm plagued by questions raised by my friends and yes those questions that once made me rebel against christianity. did those questions get their answers or i merely buried them and now they have revived or was it that the holy spirit convicts and now friends have injected certain doubts in their own faith.
i'm scared that one day i will jus walk away from this faith.. i'm scared that it's becos i allow those "facts" to convince me and thus im convinced. just like in the past, i took whatever "facts" that were posted online abt wicca. okie i din really buy the entire story abt it left a deep impression and it's only when someone showed me that witchcraft is considered a sin in the bible and thats when all the realisation came abt? i know that questioning here and there is not necessary bad cos it motivates you to find out the truth but wad about if there are like millions of questions that makes you doubtful about God.
if you can have a heavenly view of your own mortal life on earth and you realise that dangers lurk around and the safest lifeline is God, will you still choose to let go or stop questiong and jus cling on to it tightly?
