Sunday, May 29, 2005 @ 12:32 AM
took a cab home from east coast and was dying to talk to mabel but she's not online. Though she's not cyberly online but her thoughts are..
alrite, im not gonna talk abt tt unhappy thing though it still lingers on my mind. I did wonder why am i so difficult to work with? Not tt i'm really bothered with wad others thought of me.. sigh... God i'm leaving you with this situation. Yes at the back of my mind, i'm ranting : GOD do something abt it NOW, make me loving or well MAKE HIM easier to work with can? anyway yes yes yes God you are in control... if this is the situation that i have to go thru and wave white flag to show that God is in control of everything.. i gladly surrender!
Let's come back to my saturday
I woke up at 11, 12, and finally really got out of bed at 1pm. Went online and chatted with willie. He was abt to crap abt the code of practise for hygiene that i must stick to. I had diarrhoea after eating the sandwiches i made yesterdae. I guess i wasnt really in tt mood to crap and i was abt to flare up. Hmm i paused, hold on to my thoughts and rephrase wad i wanna sae. Sorry i have a permanent problem, tt's y it is called pms.
Got back to slp again and woke up at 420. Sigh tts how tired i am. Met yishan dardar 30 mins before meetin the rest. ( yes i miss u like crazy). We wore the same op skirt! Had cream puff n cheese cake stick from beard papa.
The bdae party at the chalet wasn't really that exciting, the place was rather cramped. That left me with the thoughts of not celebrating my 21st bdae? Ah have to.. once in a life time thingy. chuan fai sherli tony shan celine suyan gladys and pepz from b10 came. Had many rounds of laughing session. fai and chuan are always the laughter catalysts.
Gonna visit ruthy tml! looking forward :>
My ear worm for the day : forever He will be.. the lamb above the throne... i gladly bow my knees and worship you alone.....
