Saturday, May 28, 2005 @ 12:24 AM
let's start from wad happened today?
I dunno wads gotten over me, kept making mistakes and im so unproductive. -demoralised- yes no doubt about that. My buddy ( iras) talks like she's taking a bullet train to tokyo? Hello? i'm not an accounting student and even my accounting frens are having difficulties?? My buddy is nice but she's rather strict and she's rather a conventional person. No pally relationships, work is work.
Yeap it's great that we get to knock off at 4pm ( have dinner with family day). Went to meet mabel at ps, bought those stuff for kaleo. Went to vj to attend yinting's symphony band. It rocks~ I did have the thought of not going.. well all kinda funny thoughts pop up when im tired.
Phantom of the opera was played during the concert! Be it 8 yrs ago or right now, it never failed to captivate me. I simply drown in that piece. Yeah mabel likes another piece.. hmm dun rem the title.. ( tt rooftop scene with raoul and christine)
Sorry to put it across so crudely, im really sick of all this all right? Yes im freaking tired, working is killing me and the last thing on my mind is to get slap by politics. Yes i noe you are telling me this with love and you are aware of the wrong timing. I'm not angry but im jus super upset that im tearing over this. Sounds dumb yea? The emotional button is hit once again. Just as when i managed to get over this childish matter ( i apologized ), a new season of X files start.
potential (of) hydrogen : what's your no.? Too acidic or too alkaline? Want some litmus paper or bioscience test strip?
Are your memories only filled with images of us snapping at you?
my ego does not lose out to yr masculine ego in any other way. I apologized bcos i was in the wrong and yes God told me to apologize in that sense tt it dawned on me that i should apologize.
So you have delicate nerves yea? Are your delicate nerves able to detect that i'm trying to be nice n cooperative. Or are you still feeling reminiscing over those nerves that were pricked?
Is there really a major problem? Hello??? i dun live in a fairytale where you want changes to take place and woosh fairy god mummy takes out her wane and ta-dah! Or am i a machine where you can control input and get desired output. I need time to adjust, to function. IM SO SORRY that my sarcasm is deadly, can't help it.. it will be worst if u see my expressions before i speak my expression out.
It's high time that i do away with those expressions. Silly, disgusted, pissed wadever.. since my expressions tell no lies, i'll try my best to minimize them to minimize pple readin my mind.
