Tuesday, May 03, 2005 @ 1:15 AM
As i was reading thru the past blog entries i posted in 2004 and 2003.. i began to reminisce wad occured years ago.
Seems like may is the happening mth, well i shan't elaborate too much. Wanted to catch some slp in the afternoon b4 meetin van n fiona but i ended up readin a book. Scattered thoughts began to take shapes and form into a big picture.
I dunno if it is applicable for others but yea it's just my personal opinion. Each time we get hurt by a relationship and the most feasible solution to recover and move on by liking another person.
This so called solution seems to be the remedy, a concoction drug to save oneself. Well does it really save you forever or provide a temporary relieve to the heartaches you are facing. Like a drug it has its side effects which you dunno wad they are till they revealed. The symptons differ from individual to individual, well everyone is unique.
So how long does this drug gonna last you? You and i dun have a clue abt it. You might laugh it off as ah nah im careful to play by the rules and nah someone better gonna come along and we gonna be happily ever after. You wished. For all you know you are already addicted and developed a high dependency on it.
So the cycle continues till all your hair changes from black to white, white to black when you dye it. To seek tt self relieve, you go for subsituition to move on but you continue to feel empty cos God is missing out in yr decision making.
That love, attention you seek could be found in Jesus. Well i mus admit i dun ususally blog like this but yea today is alittle different. Only Christ can fill in the emptiness you feel and His grace is sufficient for you. When you decided to love Christ wholeheartedly then you know how to love yourself and others. How? Cos He will reveal His perfect plan to you!
Sorry pepz no bible verses cos i cant think of any.. lol..
