Tuesday, April 12, 2005 @ 12:16 AM
Let me start off with sunday:
Went church with my cakes and met ph in the train. I think he thinks tt i have split personality hahahaha cos i behaved so quiet n nice but when my gang is with me im so smug. -lol- the sisters power.
This sunday was alittle diff hahah cos i sat in the right side of the santuary and yeah everyone thot i was absent. Yes lynn heng played the piana, and i can hear her sayin to herself "i played so badly" when she reads this. Every sunday, it's every okie..if she happens to sit beside me, she goes See im so fat, pretends she's a toothpaste and does tt squeezed fats action.
We had lotsa cakes during kaleo. I wished i had a piece of tt tiramisu -drools-
Went home for lunch, felt so family day cos its one of the rare day tt mum was off to cook lunch. Well actually she cooked for e ancestors' worshipping but yeah the atmosphere felt very sunny at home. Attended Np strings concert with mum at victoria concert hall. It's really been a long time since mum dressed so formally ( besides cny). Yeap, mum loves to unwind and attends concerts!
Ate double fillet o fish meal for supper ( skipped dinner btw), so sinful. Went thru masterlife a little and yeah flipped my student bible to psalms 42. I looked at it and i was like hmm how come i highlighted this verse.
Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for i will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
I got a shock actually.. cos it truly reflects my state. I highlighted tt verse when i typed God im depressed in google and yea some chrisitian sites pointed out this verse. I cried again cos yeah Lord im still very much disturbed.
Monday:
woke up, flipped thru the classified ads, yucky. Next swept and vacuum the floor. Mum complained that her legs were aching and the spider veins were revealing. My heart ached and yea offered to massage for her. Tears gathered when i saw those veins, she worked for 30 yrs but now she still has to slog. I prayed.. yea Lord you know la.
Went to eat with mum b4 she went to work and yea b4 i met mag. We adopted a new idenity, the stress busters. Haha we went to ntu and presented the stress buster kit to mabel. 1st trip to ntu was exciting, totally not wad i imagined. Yeah the taxi uncle was commenting this n tt way to hall 3 and we were like so yayayayaya jus go straight.
Felt really happy.. the trip to ntu chased away all my blues. It really did. Lord thank you for using me to brighten up someone's day. ( i dun sound egoistic rite cos i dun mean it tt). Jesus you rock! :)
