Thursday, March 24, 2005 @ 1:36 AM
Been sleeping alot lately compared to mugging till early morning in the previous semsters and yea im so guilty cos i slpt so much. Hmm actually when i mug at home, every 1 hr i study i slp for the next 2 hrs. - hehe-
On my way to school ( to return my lib book that's overdue) i recalled how i came to np on the very first dae for the JAE enrolment and wow now im approaching the end of my 3rd year. Each dae that draws near to my exams is equivalent to my limited span in NP. It seems as though the fun i had in the past few semesters was insufficient? From a christian rebel wannabe who totally disliked being confined in a christian environment to being labeled holy by people cos i attend bs every fridae... Hmm really amazing how my attitude changes but yea im still as mean n sarcastic as ever.
Haven been spending quality time with God dis daes and yea i noe it's a very bad excuse to blame it all on exams. I'm jus plain lazy.. I dunno... I'm jus so closed to be devoured by this laziness that there's a part of me that's buggin me to stop reading His word and be my old self and yea not forgetting my daily ritual of gossiping with my frens abt someone who is so closed to be being strangled by me personally. Argh and i actually set such a bad example and told qimei that i din feel like going for maudy thursdae. SIGH.. wad's happening???
Im not trying to broadcast or anyting but the verses i read yesterdae slapped me real hard that i been such a bad example.. God i need YOU.
It's 2am, im hungry and i can't get to slp..
