Tuesday, February 22, 2005 @ 10:38 PM
John 16: 33 "In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.�
okay been a while since i last blog Qt on blog but since im online.. hee y not? I know i know i should not let that little pessimistic cell grow into a monster and devour me slowly. Yes i can appear to be extremely positive and encouraging but im never that way when it comes to my emotions and my problems. No matter how happy i am with all that happening events, eventually that dark feeling feels me empty.
The only solution that i found to permanently get rid of that pessimism is to allow God's word to shine into my world. In a way, i'm playing the weather man that controls the weather. I know that His word is the permanent sunshine but at times i deliberately chose not to let the sunshine in and allow my world to continue its thunderstorm.
Today's Qt really hits the bulleye of my situation. The title is A Reason For Optimism, proverbs 17:22. Sometimes i think i abuse my "pms status", my optimism dies off and im back to the same depression kid. Daily bread uses the example of Optimism Can Mean Life for Heart Patients and Pessimism Death.
Ah Lord help me to look beyond all my present difficulty and put my trust entirely in you Lord!!!
All your anxiety, all your care
Bring to the mercy seat, leave it there
Never a burden
He cannot bear,Never a friend like Jesus. �Joy
No matter what happens, you can find joy in the Lord.