Saturday, February 05, 2005 @ 1:55 AM
I lay on my bed and i was admiring the sunshine and the wind that blowing at my curtain. It was a sign that it gonna be a good day. I was actually smiling all the way when i was walkin home frm j8- yes i went to do some auntie shopping for my cookies.
Added less flour to my pastry for the 1st patch and it turned out lookin quite flat but crispy.
2nd patch, well looked more presentable
Conclusion: still nice muaahha
Yes lynn, you know what gosh i think i dreamt twice abt ya.. i dreamt that we quarelled?
I hope it's not a premonition or anything - scare scare- Then i figured it out, maybe we quarell bcos u found out that im not goin for vdae dinner. Oh yea dun whine when u c me :)
I enjoyed the e group gathering today, great to see everyone, eh okie most of dem.. qimei and vivien missing.
Sze sze was tellin me that she's glad i made the right choice but the thing is that it's not just choosing a correct option in mcq. It's a long process + struggles+ driftin away from God here n there. It's an awful process but yea God is alwaes there and that comforts me.The thing is that most people only see the final product - ah ha she made a victorious stand or oh no she's drifting away from God. Hmm when we talk abt judgin people, we normally refer to the bad points yea and it's not biblical to judge others cos we r inviting judgement upon ourselves. So hmm is judging that a person makes a wise decision etc, that kinda judgement? Aiyo wad am i talking.. hahaah okie need to turn in soon.
I told myself that i shall not any sentimental gush to be developed into some serious mistakes.. sigh am i able to do it? God seems to be like tellin me or drillin the word "Obedience" into my head.
okie time to get in touch with mr chow - zhou gong
