Monday, January 17, 2005 @ 11:25 PM
-yawn- im perpetually tired! Yen was commenting on my dark eye rings, robert said i looked older each time he sees me in church, lawrence said i'm alwaes so depleted of energy etc..
Oh yea i dun like pple to say i look old or fat.. super sensitive word!
Moving on to what happened today, tb11 ( my class) went to centerpoint to do some sqm observation exercise. Basically we have to go spy n observe shoppers in robinsons n cold storage. Well actually i wasnt tt focused la.. celine and i were like admiring the utensils etc and analyzing shampoo, body foam...
Talking to tim about my weird dream in bali with the tsunamis and yeah that dream tt i dreamt tt we were in love. -eew- ops sorry if u r lookin at this. hahaa
i dreamt that i was at this sunny bali beach.. why bali? cos its my dream that i made it bali. Suddenly ( as expected) tsunamis came and i was swept into it. Yeah u bet i prayed like crazy.. i was tossed around and i saw that the sea consumed the entire piece of land. Well yeah the more graphical details were that the sea ripped off the "skin" of the island .. all that sun, coconut tree and wadever gone -poof-. Yeah i was tossed back to the island n yeah safe. The next part i dun rem how tim got into the picture and we were hopelessly in love.
One thing abt dreams; perhaps it awakens your deep feelins reserved for somebody really special or perhaps a mistake caused by raging hormones. Yup it happened that i was thinking of msging tim n yeah he came into the picture of becoming my sweetheart in my dream. So chey lo.
Yeah now i recalled that i had a terrible nitemare last nite but i 4got the details. The vague image that lingers on my mind is still dark grey sky.. lacked of human's breath and laughter. Yes mag if u read tis.. u pig pig.. no sheep sheep.. tellin u my nitemare half way den u gtg..bleah
I woke up from the nitemare, went back to slp and yea i think i was on the verge of havin nitemare part II. Woke mummy up and i told myself i must rem the details but yea i dun....
that dark grey sky that lingers on my mind
is it trying to tell me something about mankind
the lacked of human's breath and mirth
a sign of depleted birth
