Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 2:36 AM
Heh now I can�t even login to bloggers. I concede defeat! I will pass my lappy to Lawrence for reformatting.
I went to meet up with Jami and Yunting in church. Finally I was able to satisfy my craving for rojak. Hmm it seems like constipation is back and I hate it!
Was feeling rather down the past few days, told yishan abt it. I really felt xin tong to see mum so upset with her work. Though she appeared more pissed than upset but I could tell her feelings deep down. The only thing I could lessen her load at home and brighten up her day is to help out in the household chores. Well yes I�m supposed to do that anyway right? Felt encouraged when I read Thursday and Friday�s daily bread. It was abt God�s astonishing promises and Joyful trials.
In God�s astonishing promises, it mentioned about God�s promise to each one of us that he will never leave or forsaken us. I know that in times of sorrows and heartaches he is there. Lord, Thank You for hearing and answering my prayer. God, I know that my life is going through changes and I pray that be it heartaches or happiness, I will turn to you.
Dunno why but I�ve been feelin �old�. Yes, partly contributed by kaleo guys who always feel that im not my age. Im not trying to say I look mature or think mature but I guess when u crossed over a certain age line; you just wanna turn back time. O wad am I saying, I probably be curse and swear by some older people who chanced upon my blog.
I was telling Darren ke that sometimes I felt im being forced to grow old. Maybe it is b�cos of the people I mixed with but doesn�t it contradict in a way, we are living with our parents who have seen so much of life? I dunno I�m just so lost in my thoughts and emotions.
