Monday, May 10, 2004 @ 2:28 AM
Oh no..im havin insomia but it's okie right? it's the start of my holidays~ It must be those evil nitemares that are affecting my slumber. It consumes so much of my energy and yea i had part II of my nitemare jus now while i was takin my nap, it is so nitemare from elm street - screams-
Adopting the scientific view, there must be something bothering or affecting me. Okie so wada hell did i actually dream? I dreamt tt countless pple died on the mrt railway? blood was everywhere...the smell of death lingers in the air, horror was written all over every livin soul's face ( pls this is not "dawn of the dead" hor, i din catch that movie btw ).
Obviously i din die in that stupid dream and nitemare part II i dreamt that there was something huggin me so tightly, more like compressing me. It slipped through the tiny little space my body had in contact with the bedsheet and yea hold on to me so tightly. I couldn't breathe, i couldn't call out for help! So hmm i wonder wad actually in reality is disturbing me.
Well yea i kinda like dreaming, but i dun like to get stucked n trapped in nitemare land forever, that is like so POW. Dreams take u to places you desire to go, places that neva exist or perhaps limit to the depth of yr vivid imaginations. I like the feelin after dreaming, it is so ridiculous but i can't explained why i like it. Maybe it is the
deja vu experience, or maybe it get in touch with my innermost feelings, something that i chose to hide and even deceive myself.
I do feel pretty peaceful right now, rather delighted to be able to serve in church. There's so much to say man, haha praise God for the wonderful works He is doing to my life. :)
