Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @ 9:03 PM
My mind is heavy and im feelin sick. I think it is pretty scary when one plays the reverse psychology game to often, you think you are in control of the situation but on the other hand someone could be using reverse psycho on you. I dunno, i feel lost.. There are many great things that occured at the age of 18 and yea still occuring but right now im like experiencin major trials. Maybe God is askin me to focus my walk with him so i wun feel the way im feelin now.
I couldn't agree more with wad mabel told me " Life is like a vacuum cleaner, it sucks", allow me to add another line that goes with wad she said "My life is like a toilet bowl, it stinks n full of shit".
Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us but that's not very far
Can you take it all away can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away
can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone you could be my scene
you know that i will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us but that's not very far
Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway
