Saturday, April 26, 2003 @ 8:13 PM
heyo boggy, im feelin extremely down today. Cried in the toilet jus now... Thank God i was able to control my tears till the entire rehearsal ended... Went church to rehearse for this song item to present to the new bb and gb. 1st it was my singing... it was too soft and i couldnt reach the key. 2nd was my actions, my shirt was rather short and my actions are restricted cos i dun wanna reveal too much... 3rd my farked up expression, i jus couldnt smile..i reallie tried but im jus couldnt... i feel so terrible even at this moment. Im jus so dumb!
